one for myself

people disappoint me;
it doesn’t matter who or what they are
they always seem to let me
down,
show their true colors
when the situation
changes,
turns green, ugly.
everything is a front;
people loathe others out of pure
jealousy, self-doubt;
pretend
they don’t want
something
when they really do.
and it always surprises
me.
I’m not sure why but it does.
I have far too much
faith in humanity, 
but not enough love
for
my young authentic-self.
so today, after I lace up my favorite pair of Chuck’s, slide on my 99 cent store socks, it is Me who’ll come first, look out for
number one
and
do what many roll their eyes at and

trust in God,

and we will see what
happens.

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